Insomnia
Why did u get insomnia after I met you and why do I still have it now~Because after I met you lying around thinking of our memories or talking to you on the phone is better then all my dreams put together.-Bobby Bartolotta
I still love you Olli
to much shit
to much stress to much to do to much drama to much hate to much regret to much sorrow this is what my life has become. it fucking sucks.
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-Robert Bartolotta
1-13-12
When you truely love somebody, you will let them go.
Robert Bartolotta, signing out for good.
I really hope this year is better then last year.
happy New Years everyone.
Honesty for the next few minutes.
I hate living at my grannies house, i love everyone there don’t get me wrong, its just I hate never being alone, I hate having no privacy, i hate trying to live up to everybody’s standards, I hate always being bubbas dd, I hate how my grannie will have me doing something and half way through wanting me to do more. I hate being a disappointment to everyone over there. I hate not being able to find a job. i hate how much they disapprove of me dating Olli. i hate how they hate her. i hate being there all the time. i hate being neglected. I hate not getting to c my nephews, i hate how I can’t c my mom i hate not being able to be there for Keni when she needs me. i hate how easily Charlie gets mad at me. I hate not being able to have a little bit of freedom. I HATE how I have become someone I’m not. And I hate missing my mom so much :/
I hate how I betrayed everyone in that house and how nothing I ever do will make up for it.
